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|Saturday, July 7th, 2007|
|CRAZY LAST NIGHT!!!!!
Hey last night i chill w/this girl.....lets call her kim ok. Well anyways we went to morristown to chill at dark horse then funky monkey then back.We were havin a great ass time ,then when it was time to go home she was drivin to fast which it didnt bother me ,but all of a sudden she lost control and we were in someone yard....car ALL FUCK UP under the car.Parts on the yard then cops showed up & this girl blame it on a deer that we try to miss which the car fell 4 it.She got that off nicesssssssss.No tickets nothing :-) but we had to call a tow truck to get out of it so I thought there goes mine night cause the car fuck up & she has to go home :-( BUUUUT check this out.....the trow truck guy drop me off home & she went home after me but WHAT did I get????A phone called from her tellin me that she goin to be at my house in 5mins!!!!! WOW this girl didnt want the night 2 be over.SO she come over...we chill...drank....then the fun part came :-) We FUCK like animals all over the place & even the next mornin cause she slept over.The funny part was that she said that she loves fuckin me cause i do crazy as things,it good & she LOVES my dick & she calls it her,"Cute Dick" ;-) It was a fun & crazy as night!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: excited
|Thursday, October 5th, 2006|
|Monday, December 26th, 2005|
Charod little one..........
|Thursday, December 22nd, 2005|
Last night I got a call around 8:30pm and when I called back they just hung up and they called me back & I pick up & hung up.That went on like five times.Thats what I called Phone tag.Today I look in my Black Book & found out that it was my X-Girl Jennifer W. dont know why she was playin phone tag w/me when she called me first....BUT anyways maybe cause Chrismas is comin up or that she is movin to Cali on Jan. but who knows.I am goin to call her and wish her merry chrismas & wish her luck down in Cali.Still dont know whats up w/the phone tag but whos cares about it.
|Tuesday, August 16th, 2005|
|How i feel at times........
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or nsincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't.
One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you.Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.
Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.
You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.
tell this to your friends.... cause maybe
it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of
confusion..... Current Mood: touched
|Tuesday, June 14th, 2005|
I had a visit monday from an old X-Girlfriend/Old friend Tammi from washington. It's strange cause...ever since i broke up with my girl.I been gettin calls or visit by girls or X's.Still It was good seein her again...We went out like three times and each time we broke up we were still cool w/each other no matter who we went out with after.Even one time i was goin out with this girl for like a 1yr& a half months & i didnt talk 2 her much cause my girl at the time didn't like her cause we went out....we were still cool.We talk about old times like one New Years she was havin a party at her crib & me and Halashon went there cause it was new years & she was havin an "theme" new years.I went there cause i was still cool with her and also cause my X-girl went 2 nadirs new years party at his place.Well i had a great time there.We also talked about the time me & tammi and my friends went to rutgers at our friend edwin girl house party and about how my X got mad cause Tammi was my keeper of my cell phone and answer my phone calls.It's true that tammi she the only girl that i let her hold,answer or keep my cell cause we been threw alot with each other.There was also this one time when i was w/Dez that she met her & was talkin 2 her & didn't even know it.we even talk about the time when two of my X-girlfriend Dez & Jen were at the same party talkin 2 each other in the back yard about me & even dance with each other.I was mad at the time ,but now it is funny.....lmao.Did u know that when Tammi was goin 2 moved to south carolina that she asked me to move w/her there,but i didn't cause i was with someone at the time and i cared about her so i did go with her.Some times i wander what if i did??? well anyways back to what i was sayin.....we been threw alot and i think she was the best X-girlfriend i ever had :-) Who knows now cause she lives back in washington now and we talked about stayin in touch.I LIKE THAT STILL KEEP IN TOUCH EVEN WE DON'T GO OUT ANYMORE!!!!! :-)
P.S. That's how I am still with sum of my X-girls.
Current Mood: happy
|Sunday, June 5th, 2005|
|Last night w/Kat
On Saturday was a crazy fun night.Let's see it first started with Kat called me & i havn't talk or seen her in awhile....well anyways she gave me a called so we talked a little bit & decided to hang out that night.She came over my crib & we rented a movie,ate popcorn & bugged out.After that we went to the park since it was a nice ass day & feed the ducks,walked up the hill & sat on this rock lookin at the waterfalls & bein silly.Later that night we went to this bar/club forgot the name but we dance/drunk and had a fun ass time :-) It was fun there and after we went back 2 my crib and Current Mood: hyper
|Wednesday, June 1st, 2005|
|Memorial Day Weekend!!!!
Last weekend i went 2 sideside & then Pt Pleasant.It was SO MUCH fun there.It was alittle weird bein at Pt Pleasant cause that was my second time bein there.The first time i was there was w/my X-girlfriend so u see Y it was funny at first.I was gettin alot of flashbacks of last time i was there.Well anyways back 2 what i was sayin...we went 2 this club which was a blast.We dance,drank,chill & party all night.Me & Jen had SEX ON THE BEACH and I'm not talkin about the drink ;-) MAN it was GREAT!!!!!!!!
P.S. Finally a girl thats LOVES SEX & that can KEEP UP w/me...Sometimes she even surprise me at times,which is good :-) Current Mood: excited
|Friday, May 20th, 2005|
2day i went 2 Silvanas w/becky & kerya & i had fun there...then afer i was so goin 2 a party at alsion house w/mary but halashon little one wasa drivin and she said that i was not welcome.......im not goin 2 lie but i was upset about that. How was im not welcome i didnt do nothing.So when Alsilon drove me home i want 2 go cause i was goin 2 make a move on mary but 4 sum reason i was not aloud.Then me and amanda had a arquement then she hit hit in the face. Im not goin 2 lie but i wantedc 2 hit her back but that was my friend Halashon little sister so i didnt.Alittle bit later she hit me again & took my hat & threw it in the street & still didnt find it. DAMN i wanted 2 hit so BAD but i didnt.cause i hav respect 4 him...i wish i didnt cause she would B knock her out cause only my MOM only hits me like that.Yo after i was home after that i was really upset.....NO I WAS REALLY UPSET....Im not goin 2 lie i cry alittle bit.NO im liein i cry 4 awhile cause 4 sum reason it hurt me real bad that i counld stop.Im a strong person but that hurt me bad....even when im wrirting this im upset...i cant stop!!!!!!!The funny thing is im not mad at her.
|Sunday, May 15th, 2005|
|CRAZY ASS SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!!!!!
Last night was a crazy day 4 me.First i went 2 the city w/Jen 2 just chill & then we took the train 2 this bar/club called Grasshopper to get sum drinks.Thats when we found out there was no more trains comin back 2 dover anymore....So we were trap there for 2hours till my friend lara could come & get us,cause we didnt take Jen car.We had 2 hours to spend so we went back to grasshopper & brought a six pack to chill at the train station till she came.This is the BEST PART!!!!We were just chillin & drinkin there at the station when Jen made a move on me.....We were kissin,then she started givin me sum knowledge (gettin a hard on just thinkin about it) then next thing u know i was fuckin the hell out of her on the bench at the train station......I always wanted 2 do something like that.Lara came 2 pick us up & we went back 2 my house where she drop us off & we went back to my room & did it again.Later on that night me,Jen,my roomie & my friends went 2 funky monkey at morristown 2 dance & hav more fun.After we went back 2 my crib & me & Jen did it again a couple times that she slept over and had mornin sex.DAMMMMMN I had a GREAT ASS NIGHT!!!!!!! I think i did it aleast seven times that day.Who would ever knew....lmao Current Mood: horny
|Monday, April 18th, 2005|
I went on a date 2day on this wonderful day w/Jennifer & we chill at my house & watch a movie,walk around the flee market w/Halashan,paul,christine,CJ,Nadir & then i went 2 her house.I had a really good time.What's up w/the name Jennifer cause i have one,Halashan has one & my X-roomie has one also...That was my favorite name so hopefully this girl puts faith 2 that name again 2 me...
P.S. this is a email that she sent me when she got home.It's nice :-)
Hey hun whats good? I had another nice day wit u. Hope u did too. Listen if its okay wit u Ide like to go to ur BBQ next week. And could I bring my girl Brianne? Holla back. And again, once I get to know you better U will c that I am not shy at all and in fact quite blunt!!! Take care call me this week. JEN
PS- I couldnt wait for the goodnight kiss u always giv me when I drop u off. ;) U r really cute boy :0 Current Mood: happy
|Saturday, April 16th, 2005|
|Girls,Girls & FLIRTIN....
Yo at my second job i work w/these girls & DAMN they R HOT!!!!!They always flirtin w/me & askin me question about me & what i like doin and what I like in a girl & askin me 2 chill w/them.DAMN when I mean these girls R HOT....I MEAN THEY R FUCKIN HOT!!!!!! So i finally hung out w/one of them 2night & we went 2 the movies & she want 2 see a scary movie,so we did.She grab me every time she got scare even times when it was not scary.DAMN she was flirtin w/me & she asked me if she can get a tour of my place.Man i wanted to hook up w/her & give her a tour alright,but i can't cause i work w/her plus the other girls R slammin also...I dont know how long I can hold off w/them???Those three R always touchin me,pinchin,flirtin,etc...Man the things I want 2 do ;-p They want me 2 go 2 a party w/them tomm also & i'm goin cause i have no choice they said.We see what will happen tomm??? Current Mood: horny
|Thursday, April 7th, 2005|
|WEIRD ASS DREAM last night....
I had this strange ass dream last night.I know my grammar sucks BUT WHO CARES cause this is mine journal.Well anyways...I had this dream & it first started at my parents house and i heard a knock on the door and i open it.It was two cops,and ask me if i was this person and heard that there were drugs here and if they could search the house.I said sure cause i didnt care cause i didnt live there anymore but they didnt know that.Then it jump from there to me in a place...i think it was the mall (dont know?) well anyways i sat down on this bench behind this girl,then i realize it was my X-girlfriend.I call her name and she turn around and it was her alright so we talked awhile and things and our past about who we were with,about us,if we thought about each other,etc.When i a quick moment we heard a noise of people yellin and we both turned around to see what was happenin!!! When it was her dad gettin chased by the cops.So we both got up and chased after him to see what was goin on then we lost him.Then we heard him called mine & hers name from the womens fittin room...we looked around and no one was around so we went in to see what was goin on.Hers dad was tellin her stuff about her past(blah,blah,blah)when he told her that his last name was Nard and her mother change it cause she didn't want anything connect to me.She was upset when her dad told her that AND THEN.......I WOKE UP!!!!!
It was a strange dream and i was wanderin WHY did i have that dream for???I was thinkin about it and don't know why???maybe cause her birthday is comin up...i don't know why.Weird right!!!!never had a dream like that before. Current Mood: weird
|Sunday, March 27th, 2005|
U know something my house became the chillin spot....Every weekend I always have something goin on at the crib,plus i have a brand new pourch too.It LOOKS HOT!!!Last night i had Paul,his girl & maureen at the crib playin spades & asshole & we were drinkin our ass off that night till 4am.Man i had a great ass time that night.My cell was goin off the hook that night but i didnt answer it cause i was havin the time of my life :-) just us four.I LOVE MY CRIB!!!! Current Mood: happy
|Wednesday, February 9th, 2005|
|Life's Good :-)
Life is good with me.I'm goin 2 school to get my Carpentry & Plumbing License ,because me and my roommate R goin 2 buy a apartment building w/30 rooms.Of me and him will get our own rooms for free cause it ours.The reason why i'm gettin my license is that I already know how to do that kind of stuff but if i'm goin to fix things there I need a license so that way we save money cause i know how & that we don't how to pay anybody else for it and ,because what i'm i goin to do charge myself (lmao).I CAN NOT WAIT till i have it.RETIRE in just two years...THAT's GREAT ,so i can travel to different places and see many things. (HAPPY,HAPPY,HAPPY) I fix things at my crib already and it looks REALLY NICE THERE!!!!!!!! I LOVE HAVING MY OWN PLACE!!!!!! Current Mood: happy
|Thursday, January 27th, 2005|
|Can't Wait Till V-Day!!!!!!!!!!
The reason I can't wait till V-Day is ,because One day i mention that we should have a three sum w/another girl & she said maybe...Then last night she said that she was goin to bring another girl on V-day for a three sum for me cause she wanted me to be happy & i wanted too.But only under one rule,that i have to finish with her when i'm about to be done.HELL YEA I can follow that rule :-) DAAAAAMMMMMMMNNNNNN I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This is goin to be the best EVER!!!All of her friends are HOT!!!She the only one of my X-girlfriends that have good lookin friends.All of my other X-girlfriends have UGLY ASS FRIENDS ,but Carmen... THATS IT..... Current Mood: excited
|Tuesday, January 25th, 2005|
|SURPRISE VISITER ????????
Today i had off from work so i got up early at 8am from bed to start painting my walls when a hour later the door bell rang and it was Desiree at the door...So we talked,chill, ;-) & after i cook us dinner...Rice w/chicken, sum mashed potatoes,salad,and a little mix drink while we watch Dawn of the Dead.It was a good movie & good food.I got good at it...She just left a half hour ago & we R goin 2 chill again tomm which would be fun also.It was a nice(great) surprise to see her. Current Mood: shocked
|Monday, January 24th, 2005|
last weekend suck cause it snowed bad...My girl was stuck at my house for the whole weekend,Which we both didn't mind at all.We both kept each other warm ALOT all over my house...(wink wink) Current Mood: busy
|Wednesday, January 19th, 2005|
|once again :(
Once again.My girl's friends all callin me so I can make plans 4 what to do.Damn I hate bein the one ALWAYS comin up w/something 2 do or make plans.Y can i just sit back & let others come up with something besides me...All my girlfriends & friends always as me...I want 2 sit back & be the follower not the leader sometimes.Its just cause i can always come up w/things at the last moment if i hav too.
|Sunday, January 16th, 2005|
My girl is a crazy one...Like the phase says,"A lady in the street & a freak in the sheets!"Who ever knew that she is just as HORNY as I am.Sex with her is great & the BEST I ever had,because she like to do things like I do.She even brought a poster for me that have alot of different position on it.It's called,PERIODIC TABLE of SEX.We almost done all the moves.The best thing she does that I love when we R makin love is when she is on top and then she stops & gives me head for a little bit and goes back on top.DAMN that feels goooooood...We do sum crazy ass things and at different places too ;) Life is GOOD
Can't wait till V-Day cause of what I have plan for it is great and I know that she will love it......................................
.............P.S. She makes me truely feel ALIVE WHEN I"M INSIDE HER ;-) Current Mood: horny